The thing is, we're both way too egoistic. But I know that deep down, we're just waiting for the other to cave in, and take the first move. One thing's for sure though, it ain't gonna be me. Because I stand firm on my resolution to not text you or have any contact with you anymore. I wish she never told me that you were considering texting me. Because ever since, I've been waiting on something that will never come, no matter how much I deny it. Doesn't matter what my mind says, really. Because my heart isn't in sync with my head. I just need want you to text me, so I can lash it all out on you and let you know how mad you made me. That is all there is to that. For now.